Covid definitely hit us all hard we all had to change our lives drastically, I on the other hand was on my way to moving back home when I had a fight with a family member and a little voice in my head told me to walk away don’t fight and argue it’s not worth losing more of ur self. So I did it hat that little voice said and the pressure was instantly lifted I felt so much better. That is until that night my family member got hurt all that I had felt better about seemed so lost!! I stayed angry for months and then came to realize there was so much I had missed my husband was talking to another women which was a friend for years so I over looked it all. One night I let my mind get the best of me so I snooped through his phone finding harmless snapchats. Knowing she was in a bad place in her life I thought he was being a good friend but I noticed some snaps of songs and lots of messages throughout the day!! I mean we live together and never message that much throughout the day so what the heck. My breaking point was a song that basically said what he wanted it broke me I listen med to this song for 5 years after punishing my self!!